Dates!

Alright some good news! Got a call from the doctors and my new surgery date is September 27! Woo. Still its quite some time for me not to be working as much as I need too. Also Isaac and I made up and I was invited to his birthday party/dinner thing. SOOOO excited. I also may be seeing Jess this weekend. Sucky part is having to work when I shouldn't be. The extra money would be nice to hang out with peeps though.

Its also Richards 31st birthday on the 20th of August. I will have to work but I hope to spend some time with him on his day. Which is gonna be hectic because Isaac's 24th Birthday is the 19th of August.... so late night with him then work in the afternoon then late night with Richard and uhhg. I also have to get the window finished painted at work for the breast cancer pinkest town thingy. SO BUSY. Also have so many tattoos to do and finish (shout out to Brad, Lindi and Jessica). And paintings to finish and art and my blog sketches and manga im working on and my roleplay with Isaac and some tattoo art and *dies. So much to do .... Well before and recovery time after the surgery should give me some time to finish most of it. Anyways need to do some translating and editing and bed for work tomorrow which is earlier then normal for me.

P.S. The Calmar Esso now has Pocky! The chocolate an strawberry ones. So excited. If they sell well they will continue to get them. This is good news for all the Japanese snack fans in Calmar.

Anywho, goodnight world! Love ya <3

Lyrics Translated 1

이보람(Lee Boram)&미노(Mino)- 두바보(Two Fools) 

i love this song. its amazing and the vocals are magical. I will post the video below. Enjoy. This song holds value to me <3

English Translation


Because of loving you
The words are lingering in my mouth again today, loving you
Those words that I say when I turn around alone
Sometimes like an old friend, sometimes like a lover
You are right by me, loving you

The love that everyone else has, is a bit different for me
I have a love that I can’t even express
I only say it in my heart
I only touch it in my thoughts
I circle around his whereabouts and just turn around and go home
Living like this isn’t that bad
There’s no need to be hurt over any breakups
But sometimes it’s so hard because it’s not want it seems
It’s too much to circle around you anymore

Because of loving you
The words are lingering in my mouth again today, loving you
Those words that I say when I turn around alone
Sometimes like an old friend, sometimes like a lover
You are right by me, loving you

You still haven’t figured it out
Not matter how much I try, you don’t know
Even when I loudly laugh and do things for you
You just thanks me with a crinkle of your eyes
Because I’m a wordless fool, I live like this
But I’m like this because I’m afraid I won’t ever see him again
And I’m worried that this will just end as a one-sided love
I’m such a mess these days

Because of loving you
The words are lingering in my mouth again today, loving you
Those words that I say when I turn around alone
Sometimes like an old friend, sometimes like a lover
You are right by me, loving you

This love that always has me sighing and yearning is so frustrating
I don’t think I should let you go like this
Since long ago, I was one step behind you, always behind you like a scarecrow
Even when I’m next to you, even when I’m close
I can’t touch you, loving you

When I see you smile, it hurts because you are not mine
Even though I’m always next to you, it makes me sad because I’m alone
When can I stand next to you?
When can I smile at you?
From the start, I messed this love up
With that spot next to you being empty, I walk behind you so you won’t notice, I locked the door
My love has become a mess


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because of loving u
oneuldo ipgae maemdon mal loving u
doraseomyeon honja haneun geumal
nae oraen chinguro ttaeron yeonincheoreom naegyeote inneun neo loving u

namdeul dahaneun sarangi naman jogeum dallayo
pyohyeonhajido motaneun sarangeul hamyeo sarayo
maeumeuroman malhago saenggageuroman manjigo
juwireul maemdoldaga doraseobeorigo marayo
ireoke saneun geotdo nappeujineun anketjyo
gaseum apeun ibyeol ttawie apaharildo eopgetjyo
ige cham himdeuneyo saenggakgatji anhaseo
deo isang geudaereul maemdolgiga beokchayo

because of loving u
oneuldo ipgae maemdon mal loving u
doraseomyeon honja haneun geumal
nae oraen chinguro ttaeron yeonincheoreom naegyeote inneun neo loving u

ajikdo geudaeneun nunchi chaeji motaetjyo
amuri noryeogeul haedo arajujido anhayo
keunsoriro utgo geudael meonjeo chaenggyeodo gomapdaneun nuninsaman geonne beorigo maneyo
mal motaneun baboraseo ireogo sarayo
du beon dasineun mot bolkkabwa duryeowoseo iraeyo
honjahada marabeorineun sarangi doelkka geomnayo
yojeum jeongmal nae kkori mari anineyo

because of loving u
oneuldo ipgae maemdon mal loving u
doraseomyeon honja haneun geumal
nae oraen chinguro ttaeron yeonincheoreom naegyeote inneun neo loving u

neul hansumman swigo tto geuriwohaneun
i sarangi dapdaphae
idaero neol bonaemyeon andoelgeot gata…ireoke
ni hangeoreum dwie
oraejeonbuteo nan hangsang neoui dwie
heosuabicheoreom seoisseosseo
ni yeope isseodo gakkai isseodo manjilsu eomneun neo loving u

utneun moseubeul bol ttaemada nae geosi anira apayo
hangsang yeope isseodo honjaran saenggage seulpeujyo
eonjejjeumimyeon geudae yeope hamkke seolsu innayo
eonjejjeumimyeon geudaereul bomyeo useo bol su innayo
sijakbuteo sarangiran geol modu mangchyeobeoryeotjyo
yeopjarireul biwodun chaero geudae dwireul geotneyo
arachaejido motage muneul jamgwo beoryeotjyo
michidorok nae sarangeun eongmangi dwaenneyo


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Hangul Lyrics

because of loving u
오늘도 입가에 맴돈 말 loving u
돌아서면 혼자 하는 그말
내 오랜 친구로 때론 연인처럼 내곁에 있는 너 loving u

남들 다하는 사랑이 나만 조금 달라요
표현하지도 못하는 사랑을 하며 살아요
마음으로만 말하고 생각으로만 만지고
주위를 맴돌다가 돌아서버리고 말아요
이렇게 사는 것도 나쁘지는 않겠죠
가슴 아픈 이별 따위에 아파할일도 없겠죠
이게 참 힘드네요 생각같지 않아서
더 이상 그대를 맴돌기가 벅차요

because of loving u
오늘도 입가에 맴돈 말 loving u
돌아서면 혼자 하는 그말
내 오랜 친구로 때론 연인처럼 내곁에 있는 너 loving u

아직도 그대는 눈치 채지 못했죠
아무리 노력을 해도 알아주지도 않아요
큰소리로 웃고 그댈 먼저 챙겨도 고맙다는 눈인사만 건네 버리고 마네요
말 못하는 바보라서 이러고 살아요
두 번 다시는 못 볼까봐 두려워서 이래요
혼자하다 말아버리는 사랑이 될까 겁나요
요즘 정말 내 꼴이 말이 아니네요

because of loving u
오늘도 입가에 맴돈 말 loving u
돌아서면 혼자 하는 그말
내 오랜 친구로 때론 연인처럼 내곁에 있는 너 loving u

늘 한숨만 쉬고 또 그리워하는
이 사랑이 답답해
이대로 널 보내면 안될것 같아…이렇게
니 한걸음 뒤에
오래전부터 난 항상 너의 뒤에
허수아비처럼 서있었어
니 옆에 있어도 가까이 있어도 만질수 없는 너 loving u

웃는 모습을 볼 때마다 내 것이 아니라 아파요
항상 옆에 있어도 혼자란 생각에 슬프죠
언제쯤이면 그대 옆에 함께 설수 있나요
언제쯤이면 그대를 보며 웃어 볼 수 있나요
시작부터 사랑이란 걸 모두 망쳐버렸죠
옆자리를 비워둔 채로 그대 뒤를 걷네요
알아채지도 못하게 문을 잠궈 버렸죠
미치도록 내 사랑은 엉망이 됐네요

Sketch 78 - TATTOOS!!

Sooo been so busy with art and tattoos that I haven't been able to post. But now I have 4 to show (2 unfinished). So here we go!

First up is the tattoo on my sister Kayla. Its 2 hearts on her wrist for her grandma and her. Her grandma has passed on and she wanted a reminder. I has happy to take her tattoo virginity for such a lovely tattoo.

This is a similar rose tattoo to the two yellow ones I did on the mother daughter pair. The lady loved it so much that I changed it up a bit and made it a different color. She surprisingly sat really still for it being on the foot. I was impressed and the tip was nice too. Thank you!

This one isn't finished yet but we got the outline done. Its her daughters name down her spine. We are hoping for maybe thursday to finish it. It will be colorful and pretty. I cant wait to finish this one. Also a tattoo virgin that I've taken!

And I just finished the line work for this one today. Holly hanners this girl jumped all over the place. The lines aren't too bad considering so Im proud of it. Cant wait to see it finished. It will be filled in black and the red stars are actually the UV invisible ink. For some reason the UV ink likes to make everyone bleed more then usual. Oh well. We are both very happy and this was again another virgin tattoo!

So yes I hope you all enjoyed those. Gonna post the other painting I've been working on soon. Hoping it will be finished tomorrow before I go out with Curtis in the evening. So off to get my pills with the extra money I got.

Goodnight world! Love ya <3